vegas

i'm so sleepy. i had a good trip. there were some tiffs in the group, but overall it was fun times cuz this time, everything got worked out! it was good partying times at tao, blush, and xs. jojo fell in the pool, but too bad i didn't see it. spent only about $250, which was not bad at all for drinking lots over 4days/3nights.

i didn't get into too much trouble this time around, which was good.

i learned the hard way to not drink 2 5-hour energies in a row, esp if i've had diet coke the meal before. especially when you expect to get drunk, but then plans fell through and you end up mostly sober all night, but with crazy palpitations.

posted on 03-31-09, 9:35 AM burgers vs. sandwiches

a burger is a sandwich. a sandwich may not be a burger. in essence, burgers are a subset of sandwiches.
a burger requires a PATTY, be it beef, turkey or veggie mush. but it is still a sandwich. ideally the ingredients are ground together and held together by its own consistency. therefore, breaded and fried patties are not really burgers, i.e. chicken and fish sandwiches.

i take back what i said about FO's burger being more like a gourmet beef sandwich. it is a burger for sure. just not anything like the classic american burger.

i'm running on 5 hours of sleep a night for the past week and a half. i'm exhausted.

posted on 03-18-09, 1:25 PM food diary

yesterday, in addition to the pho and cheese, i had 1/2 a sausage-pineapple-jalapeno pizza for lunch, then arby's super roast beef sandwich + 2 mini eggrolls + 3/8 of the pizza for dinner, then went to rehearsal, then had a beer + 3 shots of vodka around midnight, then had the leftover slice of pizza.

now it's morning. i started my morning with some green tea, but around 9:07 my stomach was hurting for some food. so i'm having an instant pho bowl right now.

i really shouldn't have ate all the jalapenos on that pizza. ugh. today i'm totally making my own lunch to save a few bucks. i totally splurged yesterday on my foods. kind of.

posted on 02-19-09, 9:07 AM food diary

last night, i worked from 6-12. i got hungry around 8-9, but i was busy that i didn't take a break my whole shift. i drank diet pepsi and water throughout my shift to keep me going. around 12 i finally got off and i had some sweet and sour grilled chicken strips and a small potato salad. i went to bed around 1:30.

i woke up late this morning at 8:10. it is 9 now and i'm having instant pho.

posted on 02-18-09, 8:56 AM food diary

my doctor says i need to keep track of what i eat and how i feel for a week (cuz i've been complaining of symptoms of hypoglycemia.)

i guess i'll write it here.

this morning i woke up and i was actually not hungry (this is very rare.) i woke up at 6am. by the time i got to work, it as 8:10 and then i made a bowl of instant pho. i had a cup of light tea around 10 and i noticed my hands shook when i was holding the cup. i don't think it was the caffeine though. i had a piece of laughing cow cheese to help a little. now it is 11:51 and i'm so hungry it hurts. i will probably make potstickers when i get home.

1:10 now, and i'm literally shaking cuz i'm so hungry. i'm going to head home now so i can shower/make potstickers.

2:45 i finished 30 potstickers. that's like 3 servings. i'm pretty full. i really want a cigarette, but i'm going to make some hot tea instead.

posted on 02-17-09, 11:50 AM i think we all deserve

to be with someone that we can't wait to see, that we are excited about being with, even if you saw them a few hours ago or if it hurts like hell each time.

posted on 02-10-09, 9:57 AM Cigarettes

posted on 01-12-09, 3:04 PM vlog

posted on 01-08-09, 7:42 AM Happy New Year!

my vlog for the new year.

it's gonna be a great year!

posted on 01-01-09, 10:39 AM i realized i had the wrong video up for my last entry

but i guess no one noticed! here is the right video:

yeah i fixed it for the last entry too.

posted on 12-31-08, 12:21 PM