yesterday, in addition to the pho and cheese, i had 1/2 a sausage-pineapple-jalapeno pizza for lunch, then arby's super roast beef sandwich + 2 mini eggrolls + 3/8 of the pizza for dinner, then went to rehearsal, then had a beer + 3 shots of vodka around midnight, then had the leftover slice of pizza.

now it's morning. i started my morning with some green tea, but around 9:07 my stomach was hurting for some food. so i'm having an instant pho bowl right now.

i really shouldn't have ate all the jalapenos on that pizza. ugh. today i'm totally making my own lunch to save a few bucks. i totally splurged yesterday on my foods. kind of.

last night, i worked from 6-12. i got hungry around 8-9, but i was busy that i didn't take a break my whole shift. i drank diet pepsi and water throughout my shift to keep me going. around 12 i finally got off and i had some sweet and sour grilled chicken strips and a small potato salad. i went to bed around 1:30.

i woke up late this morning at 8:10. it is 9 now and i'm having instant pho.

my doctor says i need to keep track of what i eat and how i feel for a week (cuz i've been complaining of symptoms of hypoglycemia.)

i guess i'll write it here.

this morning i woke up and i was actually not hungry (this is very rare.) i woke up at 6am. by the time i got to work, it as 8:10 and then i made a bowl of instant pho. i had a cup of light tea around 10 and i noticed my hands shook when i was holding the cup. i don't think it was the caffeine though. i had a piece of laughing cow cheese to help a little. now it is 11:51 and i'm so hungry it hurts. i will probably make potstickers when i get home.

1:10 now, and i'm literally shaking cuz i'm so hungry. i'm going to head home now so i can shower/make potstickers.

2:45 i finished 30 potstickers. that's like 3 servings. i'm pretty full. i really want a cigarette, but i'm going to make some hot tea instead.

to be with someone that we can't wait to see, that we are excited about being with, even if you saw them a few hours ago or if it hurts like hell each time.